This prayer is from the Via de Cristo Pilgrim’s Guide, so some of you will recognize it.
Lord of my life, I know that my life is not my own. By your death and resurrection you made me your own. Help me to live under your direction, always ready to hear the call, “Follow Me;” always aware of your presence; always knowing that I have received the gift of your Spirit; always living so that others may receive your love and mercy through me.
It is not easy to ask for these things, Lord because I know I have much to give up. I can no longer pretend that my life is my own. My prayer is my surrender to your care and direction. I want to follow, Lord, but it is very hard. I will get very tired. I will make selfish mistakes. I will fail time and again. I will fall.
Show me again that there is love and mercy in your hand. Use me in spite of my reluctance, doubt and disobedience. Pour into me your good Spirit, so that I am not afraid to follow and fall and follow again. Amen