For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned
and done what is evil in your sight;
so you are right in your verdict
and justified when you judge.
These verses are taken from Psalm 51. The inscription attached to this Psalm tells us that it is a Psalm of David, written after the prophet Nathan confronted him about his adultery with Bathsheba. David knew he had done things that were very wrong. He had sinned against Bathsheba by leading her into adultery; he had betrayed the trust of her husband and then had him killed; he had disgraced his people by abusing his power as King and setting a poor example for others. He tried to get away with his sin, and he thought he had, but he was wrong. God knew, and ultimately the sin was about his disobedience to God. That’s what stands out for me in this Psalm.
We can hide our sins from others and sometimes we even hide them from ourselves. We ignore them, cover them up or deny them. We tell ourselves that in the great scheme of things, our sins are petty and not worth worrying about. This is what a Pastor I knew once called “stinkin’ thinkin’.” ALL sins affect our relationship with God, and we need to repent and make things right with the people we have injured and with Him. Whenever we sin, we sin against God.
Fortunately for David, and for us, God is forgiving. 1 John 1:9 tell us:
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
In order to lead a life of repentance, we must first, like David, recognize our sin– we must repent daily. Then God is His lovingkindness will restore us. He forgave David, and He will forgive you and me.