Psalm 51 is David’s cry to the Lord for forgiveness. It’s one of my favorite passages in the Psalms. David has just realized his sins against the Lord, which happen to include adultery and murder.
I don’t see myself as a “bad” person. I’m basically good. I work everyday, try to be nice to all I meet. I pay my bills, go to church, put money in the collection plate. I’m usually slow to anger, letting others be who they are. So why would I need to repent? How sinful can a good person be?
I don’t want to think that I’m sinful. It’s our culture, it’s in the world. If I am basically good, I’m OK, I’m a “good” person. But even with what I described above, God considers me sinful. What about those thoughts that I don’t act on? What about the “self-talk” that goes on in my head? God knows those thoughts. Paul says in Romans:
For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out.For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing.Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. Romans 7:18-20
I need to come before the Lord daily and pray this Psalm. God knows my heart and if I come before Him, with a contrite heart and pray, He can do wonderful things in my life. Do you want to join me?
Anyone that has teenagers or younger kids probably knows that phones (as it were) are a big part of life. Back in my day . . . our phones were just that, phones. And they weren’t very portable. In fact a lot of them still mounted to the wall. And then there were those that sat on the counter. Still you were limited to the distance of the cord.
But I acquiesce, now its different. There is a world of information at your fingertips. Some good, some bad. Lately I’ve noticed a good trend, a musical one. Many of the games are based on a music. And the music that plays is largely classical. As they tap on the screen in time with the tune they’re immersed in wordless melodies. I think its a wonderful way to re-introduce our next generation to something besides glamour based hip hop. (Not that I haven’t indulged myself on occasion.) But there is study after study that shows how classical music in particular, has various benefits to our human brains.
Do I know the science of it? Absolutely not. But I know that when I listen to music, something happens. There’s always at least an emotional reaction, and often if it hits home, I get literal chills. Y’all know what I mean right? Everybody has felt it. Everybody has that one song. That has to be God given.
And we may never know why exactly, but God seems to have given us this beautiful gift not solely for entertainment, but in part at least to inspire, and heal. In fact music is so important to God, He created Psalms. A large collection of music mostly written by a beloved warrior king. (I’d love to be able to go back in time to hear how they were originally meant to be heard.)
So while kids today have it pretty good, and technology is scary, God will always want to share His wonders with His children. And that’s pretty cool.
Maybe if you’re my age you remember a film called Love Story. It popularized the phrase, love means you never have to say you’re sorry. It sounds good, I guess. Romantic somehow. I think it’s meant to convey the idea that if we love someone enough, if we understand them completely, we won’t need an apology to feel their remorse. Unfortunately it’s not true. Most of us know from personal experience that failure to apologize for hurting someone leads to further hurt and maybe even a relationship that is completely broken.
The greatest love story of all time is the story of God’s love for His people as recorded in the Bible. All human love is a reflection of that first love. Listen to what God says to us about saying you’re sorry:
“If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:8-9
Some may take this legalistically, turning it into a rule that says we must search and search our life, notice and remember every sin we’ve ever committed and list them out and confess them, in order to appease God’s wrath. But this isn’t true. He knows we can’t confess every wrong doing because there are so many we commit without even realizing it. Sin is our default setting. God doesn’t tell us to confess to punish us, or make us feel bad. He wants us to realize we are sinners and confess, so that we can experience His forgiveness and feel better. Listen to what David says in Psalm 51 after his confession of adultery with Bathsheba:
“Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit.”
Not confessing our sins leads to separation from God and others. Confessing heals and restores. It’s good for the soul.
“Holy men of soberer and quieter times than ours knew well the power of silence. David said, I was dumb with silence, I held my peace, even from good; and my sorrow was stirred. My heart was hot within me; while I was musing the fire burned: then spake I with my tongue. There is a tip here for God’s modern prophets. The heart seldom gets hot while the mouth is open. A closed mouth before God and a silent heart are indispensable for the reception of certain kinds of truth. No man is qualified to speak who has not first listened. It might well be a wonderful revelation to some Christians if they were to get completely quiet for a short time, long enough, let us say, to get acquainted with their own souls, and to listen in the silence for…