When the theme for this month was chosen, I figured with all the Bible verses we have to choose from it would be pretty easy to find one to focus on, but for some reason my brain will not do that, it wants to tell my story. (I am hoping it is God pushing me.)
I was baptized at 8 days old, promised to the Lord at an early age, but didn’t go to church or act like a Christian for a long time. It has only been pretty recently that I have felt an overwhelming need to walk a straighter line and proclaim the Good News of Jesus Christ. Now if you have been following this blog, you already know that I consider myself a work in progress (granted a lot of work still needs to be done) and that I try hard every day to be a better person, but know that I fall short no matter how hard I try.
Fortunately, thanks to Jesus Christ’s sacrifice, I am reborn white as snow on his eyes. But in my eyes, I still fight with my feelings of sin and undeserving nature of his gift. I believe that these feelings of “guilt” are what make me want to do better. I usually believe that this is the way God steers me down a better path, but sometimes wonder if it isn’t Satan trying to get me to fall again. (Which I do on a regular basis)
Everyday I struggle with feelings but do not allow them to shadow what He did for me. I am NOT perfect, but I am perfect in His eyes. Praise the Lord for that.
I hope that by opening up with my experience, that others will comment on theirs.
Are you like me and fairly new to being a Christian?
Have you always followed God’s path?
I really want to know, please comment.
Always remember – God Loves You And So Do I